t h e r e m i n i s c e n t s t a r - -
v2.o -star.
thereminiscentstar .
portia jolene ; posh * lene * (:
LALAPOLYPOCKETCHOONG ;
going 19 .
nafa svaf .
attached . =)
they call me starshine ; tinkerbell ; queenLALA*
191286
broken; and worthless .
hyper .
not what i seem to be .
tend to lose myself in thoughts .
daydreamerr .
sadistic .
black ; hotpeenk ; orange ; white ; purple .
lamee . extremely at times .
comforts people ; but yearns comfort from friends .
cynical .
imperfect .
stubborn .
bossy .
extremely fragile ;
has a soft mushy heart .
am redundant whereever i am . =)
yearns to fly *
je'taime .
the Man Up there . =))
him. =D
churchies .
EEYOREE !
monokuro boo .
cinnamoroll .
starrs .
my telescope . also known as my WIFE . =]
butterflies .
qing tian wawa .
windmills .
carousels .
dancing .
clubbing .
esplanade .
east coast .
southern most point .
changi airport .
marina south .
to be a unique !
blowing bubbles .
jewellery making . =D
taking black&white photographs .
photoshopp !
princess .
cousins shannon&jamie !
sad songs .
piano ; sax ; guitar . (but can't play any)
Friday, May 21, 2004
its hard to pen down your thoughts when all you feel is a whirl of emotions.. or.. maybe not. frankfly speaking? i don't know what i'm feeling.. lets not get to the should i be feeling this way part yeah?
everything's always not as it seems eh?... i really wonder why sometimes.. but.. i guess.. i've learnt.. that many things in life doesn't offer explanations just so you could understand them.. simply because.. many things aren't supposed to be understood in the first place.. just like.. why HE chose to take 2 of the dearest people i've ever known.. to his side.. when they did nothing wrong?.. i dunno what i'm rattling about..
final fantasy's to Zanarkand (reborn) is playing right now.. ha.. makes me recall plenty of stuffs.. the unwanted.. and the unwanted.. sometimes... not thinking about it.. wouldn't help either? its like.. the more you push it outta your mind.. the more its gonna hurt when it comes back to haunt you.. and stuffs.. sometimes... u just gotta face it.. no matter how bad the truth is gonna hit you... because.. the fact is... the truth hurts.. and yeah. its tested and proven by many.. yupps...
i'm not sad.. yet... i dunno what i'm feeling really?.. its just.. hmm.. messed up? i dunno.. ha.. i really dunno.. i guess.. yupps..
funny thing.. people keep telling me that.. i'm lucky to have this.. lil six sense that i have.. .. i dunno.. but.. i doubt so?.. i mean.. what's so good about knowing what will happen.. ha.. especially when.. you ask the other party.. and all that person does is to deny?.. the feeling sucks really. and then of course there are times when i went on without giving two hoots about it.. cause i'm hoping for once.. that.. someone.. or even.. for once.. that... God.. would prove me wrong?.. but no.. it never happens... ha.. most of the time the ending just ends up like a big fat slap right across my face.. yupps..
i dunno.. maybe.. you'v regretted asking so much..? maybe.. i dunno.. i'm like.. tainted to you right now. ha. i'm not sure what i'm blabbling about.. but i'm not gonna stop. yupp.. cannon in d's playing right now.. yupp.. i.. dunno.. maybe.. you're the one who needs to have some time alone.. instead of me.. blahs.. i dunno what this is gonna lead me to.. but i fortell a whole day of instrumentals for me.. i should stop.
;elysium.
2:08:00 PM
eternitywithYOU.
Zen Neeon .
new laptop .
Christian Dior - Dolce Vita .
Corrinne May's 2 albums .
Plumb's albums .
Dishwalla's albums .
Nicholas Spark's books .
Levis 501 & Diva Jeans .
Chronicles of Narnia .
a new starglobe . =|
my daisy rock star bass .
